Trying to think of ways to make yourself look cool, but its just a lie to keep people from knowing how insecure, lonely and depressed you are.
Putting on a fake smile and changing your attitude easier than changing the channel on your tv is the only thing keeping people from knowing what's really going on in your life.
unorthodox and crazy thoughts keeping me up sometimes, goes to show how little feelings I have left and they're fading away with the minutes going by...